Statutory Warning 2 [the first one was the one above]: This post may get very bore..so those not interested are warned 'off' now and those interested read it quick, for it mite not be dere d next time(yup...i may have deleted it in the aftershame of writing such a thing).
So KGP...i guess what many wud call a 'PERFECT' place for having ur "college life"... May be even rightly so... i mean you get a good campus, awesome opportunities, all-round nurturing and many more things am not well aware of and frankly the list is quite long...and am not being sarcastic i really appreciate evrything...but where i fail to connect with kgp or rather i shud say i somehow, somewhere deep inside me hate kgp is in the fact, that it has changed me, i believe i used to be a better person before kgp happened...and the change is not anyone's fault but mine, i completely appreciate that...they say na...u eventually become what u hate the most....i guess that has come to pass...It's not that i only downright hate kgp...i love it too...partly for the fear of a bigger hell waiting out there for me at the end of my four year term and partly for it has given me so many more people to love and admire and so many brilliant memories...
The first year random bicycle trips...night walks all around the campus with sandy...those discussions with him...class masti...those lonely 2.2(s)...that aweful yet awesome cal trip with DJ n anu...those cricket matches and that cricket night....MMM roof bhaat...that awesome coffin night...those treats n gpls...the dc bakar...den d op...d SOP...d illu...d drams...2.2(s) with Thakral, Bindal, Sumit n Sumit and those jus with Sumit and those alone...not to forget d sf and ktj both the years...lallu roof with bindal n Sumit, most fuckin awesome...cheddis wid dipesh at 5:30 in the morning...and then again d various mixed cal trips...d midsems and d endsems...Bindal's and Vidit's never-ending ramblings...and that expression on Vidit's and Sumit's face while saying " Apna kuch nahi hoga" Priceless!!! All the train bhaat sessions to and fro especially d one with all d school talk with vidit...etcetera etcetera...
People to love and admire...Sumit n Sumit, Thakral, Bindal, Vidit, Anurag, Dj, Bansi, Pratsy, Sandy, Paggy, Dipesh, Bhandari, Chopra, Mayank so many awesome seniors whose name i actually first wrote here and then deleted, a couple of other people too whose name i wont take either and the list goes on...
It's been good i guess i mean d last two paragraphs clearly reflect that...but kgp gets to u sometimes...all places do...but kgp has a special knack for such kind of things...it's been two years and somehow i never got the feeling that i belong...always have this feeling that i have lost too much...lost almost everything i was proud of...plus i see these dimwits the so called brightest brains in the country restlessly blindly helplessly just gobbing up things proud of what they are doing, i dont criticise them for that though i sometimes(mark sometimes) pity them but atleast they know or atleast they think they know what they want, where i hate them is in the fact that they would go to any lengths to achieve these so called goals...competition is competition i know, i too have read darwin's theory but u call some people ur friends, u spend most of ur time with them, share ur most intimate secrets with them and then in a flash without even thinking once would betray, backstab or backbitch about the same person for something so very puny and tiny...i know this seems a bit too strong while reading but isnt it exactly that?
Whatever...i guess such kind-of assholes are everywhere to be found so i more or less have made my peace with the place...have found some really awesome friends and i hope...
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